My heart is racing of fear because it is almost the day to present my project. I don't even know if it was worth doing this project, I didn't feel like it was fun but more tiring. Though week 4 was successful but in my heart I feel disappointed, not because of how my project turned out but how I can't be confident with myself. When I was a kid I had all the confidence and pride for myself but when I started growing up I lost all of that and became self-conscious for myself. When Lan asked me, "what was the most important thing I learned throughout my project." I couldn't answer because I did not know what was the most important thing I learned. Everything that I did was important to me and the fact that I couldn't answer such a simple question was humiliating. Now I'm just laying on my bed and thinking about how am I going to do my project without hesitating but I also want to think about how I can answer Lan question. I know I put a lot of pressure on myself but that's because I don't want to let my work go to waste. To be honest doing projects like this makes me worry, I didn't want to do a project at all but I didn't want to disappoint everyone that believed me and I want to yell at them and myself for putting myself in a stressful place. But... I know I can do this, whether I make mistakes or not no one will judge. That's what Randy would always tell me. Hah! I feel bad for always asking help from him but I'm just a kid so I need a lot of help :3 I'm thankful for everyone that tried to help me with my project even though it's the most annoying project I ever done in my life let's say I actually had some good times with it. Uh I think hah.
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Maylinh NguyenHi I am a grade 8 and I like volunteering at cedar cottage. Also I hope this project will not fail me.😂🎉💯 ArchivesCategories |